sometimes the only thing keeping me alive
is the knowledge that i can take my own life.

yo mom, im really happy for you, and imma let you finish, but dave peltzer had one of the most abusive mothers of all time!

punkrockdyke by gina young.

yes, it's called an eating disorder.

i am on a conference call.
i can't talk.
fuck.

my head keeps hurting
said dumb shit last night, fuck

sometimes i wonder if i'm not really crazy
but then i remember

i'm afraid of my mom sometimes.
i should stop doing stupid shit.
off to incur her anger.
wish me luck.

can there please just be one guy in my life that isn't disappointingly and disgustingly patriarchal? :(

i need to stop calling out oppressive shit, so people will stop hating me.

new bike,
new friends.
good times all around.

so, i've realized something:
i don't hate men, just the straight cisgendered white ones with unexamined privlege.
you know who you are.

ugh. i was trying to go to sleep, like, an hour ago.
and then i thought of two or so organizing things that had to be done.
and i just couldn't wait until morning to do them, for some stupid reason.
so i got up, and i took care of the two or so things (and then some), and now i'm still up.
aaaugh. seriously? fuck this shit. organizing is getting in the way of my school work, and now my sleep.

I like how all these hand grenades, mysterious packages, and bleach containers randomly appear around town. Only in DC.

"it's the end of the world as we know it, and i feel fine."

"george bush learned one person at a time
that people don't matter
that women don't matter
that queers don't matter
that the poor never mattered.
and that whole countries just don't matter
so when i walk down the street
i know what terror really is
how it came to be
and how it lives."

-gina young, "punkrockdyke"

i hate sds guys.

no, actually, i hate all guys.

fuck em.

no, seriously, fuck those people.

"my name is gilligan
i wear a red shirt
i wear a white hat
they think i'm stupid
some day i'm gonna kill them."

that's basically the words to this punk band's song about Gilligan. yeahhhhhh. i haven't heard it, but someone mentioned it on sunday. i'm gonna hafta look into it.